Right now, I’m in a real pissy mood and I really need to express things that I hate or I’m going to pop.

First, I hate it when people want you to respond immediately to their needs but could give a damn about yours. I have a buddy who was supposed to do something for me in March. It was not done. Now that he needs something, he’s been on my line at least 3 times today. I told him this morning that I would not be able to do it until later this evening. He eventually cancelled his request.

Second, I hate it when people leave comments on my page because I left comments on theirs. Really, it’s Ok if you don’t leave a comment. In fact, would really prefer if they didn’t, especially if they feel  obliged to return to favor. Long story shorty: do it because you want to, not because you feel you have to.

Third, I hate that I stifling my own progress because I’m afraid of losing clients I really don’t have. I have not been overly verbal with things I want to say for the sake of my business. But, the think I’m avoiding may be the thing to propel me forward. I feel sooooo…..I don’t know how to feel.

Fourth, I hate that I don’t have the money to do everything I want to do right now. But I know it’s coming but it’s a little frustrating not knowing when.

Fifth, I hate it when people say they want to be bigger than Facebook. I think I mentioned this before on here. And my response to those people would be to suck it up! The opportunity was there and it went to someone else. Get over it and keep creating.

Sixth, I hate that I always smile even though I’m not happy. It’s not really a front; it’s just a way to make myself feel better. But still. No matter how much I smile, it still hurts.

Well, that’s all I have for now. Actually, I hope that’s it.  That’s enough negativity.

Now, I just have to publish it and prepare it for download. It should be ready before the end of this week. Woo hoo!

I have been getting referrals to interview people who are doing great things.  I love seeing people in their glory, working their purpose.  But, at this time, I am only interested in interviewing people I know.  It’s not that those people are irrelevant.  It’s just that…well, I know so many people in my immediate circle doing great things that have not received recognition for their hard work and efforts (in my opinion), and since  I’m in a position to help, they are my priorities.

Thank you for understanding.

Today, I got the most blessed advice from someone regarding my business.  I am totally excited.

BUT, earlier in the day, I gave a couple resources to someone who is doin’ his thang with photography.  I knew a little bit, so I shared it.

I just felt that the information I received was a result of sharing info earlier in the day.  Also, my heart was happy because the person had enough faith in me to share that information.  He didn’t have to it.  He told me that I already had everything in place, I just had to get clients to my site and buy.

I’m on to something; I just have to keep it moving.  I just thank God for everyone He’s sending my way.

My nephew was carjacked and kidnapped last weekend.  He was carjacked by three guys in masks and gloves.  They made him drive to an abandoned building with the intent to kill him.  One guy put a bullet in the gun, but it wouldn’t go off.  God is good!

People have  lost their minds.  What’s really going on?

Thanks Dante!

In the meantime, I am working on being a Multimedia Queen. I’m pretty good with photography; now, I just have to learn the videography. I did my first few videos this past week and was quite pleased with my work. I just have to keep on working at it.

I attended orientation for training classes through the Workforce Development Center. I am praying that I can take my graphic/web design classes. That would so put me over the top. After that, I will have my Mac Book Pro, experience with the programs, and an IPOD touch. I just got the IPOD feeling this month. I was already feeling the Mac Book Pro.

So, that’s my story for now.